Month: November 2006

  • 2 parts lavender, 1 part mullein

    makes for some interesting dreams… violent, morbid ones, for
    me.  i don’t know why, but i’m thinking i need something more
    subtle or need to try again with less lavender oil or SOMETHING because
    this is getting fucked up.

    here’s some snippits i can still remember.

    dan and i were together for the most part in all of these, and there
    was one point where we were celebrating at someone’s new house… i
    dont know if it was ours or someone elses… but it had a huge back
    yard, and there were tons of people hanging out all cookout-style. what
    was particularly fascinating about his back yard was that since it was
    right next to an amusement park, there was part of a rollercoaster
    coming over the fence, or we could just see it over the fence or
    something.  apparently some people from the party decided to be
    funny and go ride the rollercoaster over to our party, since the ride
    stopped at the point it was turning right where it met the fence, and i
    remember it turned into like a corkscrew or a barrel roll or something
    right after it turned like 180 degrees.
    so the ride stopped and somehow these guys all got out of their seats
    and jumped off the ride to the ground, which was only like 5
    feet.  everyone was laughing at them until someone started
    screaming.  one of the guys had gotten stuck, dangling by his
    foot, upside down, from the track.  the ride, being at the
    opposite end of where the controller was, started going forward again,
    right over this guys foot.  screaming and screaming and people
    started running towards the fence, and then the ride stopped, backed
    up, went over his foot again and again like 3 or 4 times, i don’t know
    why, because my brain is sick and morbid and this guys foot getting cut
    off once was apparently not gross enough for this dream.  so it
    runs him over a few more times before going away.  people who went
    to go get him come back and they are like rushing him to a car
    somewhere in the front, and all he has for a foot is a bloody
    stump.  i remember trying not to look, in my dream, and like
    hiding in dan’s shirt.

    so that’s one.

    another one.
    i was in a basement somewhere, and i’m pretty sure i was black. 
    ok.  weird.  i know.  whatever.  i think it may
    have been our old house in champaign but we didnt have a basement, so
    it was a weird conglomeration of places.  i remember there was a
    man and i think another woman there with me, and the man was definitely
    a bad guy, the woman, it was not so clear.  she went away before i
    could figure that out.  but i was hiding behind a box or inside
    something, under something, i dont know, but i didnt know if i was
    hidden well enough, but i was not about to move to find out.  i
    was terrified.  this guy was definitely  going to hurt me if
    he saw me.  then he started pouring gasoline on everything,
    including me.  i was  too scared to run at this point, so i
    had a plan, as soon as he like turned around to light the match or
    something, i was going to bolt for it, and hope that the sound of fire
    and his paying more attention to the fire than anything else would make
    for an unnoticed escape.  it did.  but i caught on
    fire.  i was running up the stairs, putting out my arm
    (successfully) and made a dash for the back door (of my champaign
    house)… but the house was already catching on fire, and there was a
    wall of fire out the back door.  i didnt know where the guy was at
    this point, or the chick for that matter, so i said, ok i’m gonna jump
    thru, even though i am covered in gasoline, but as soon as i hit the
    ground i will just start rolling and i will be ok.  so i
    did.  and i was ok, but apparently my dream decided that was not
    scary enough so a big scary dog monster thing, i think it may have been
    a cereberus(?), a dog with 3 heads, really big… appaeared out of
    nowhere.  so i started climbing this big pine tree that was in our
    back yard, up and up and up but it kept getting bigger or climbing with
    me or something because i was never quite out of its reach far enough
    for comfort.  i dont remember what happened after that really, but
    there was definitely me flying through the air at some point, and some
    scary ghosty girl thing like from the ring or the little kid from the
    grudge was there, flying with me, being annoying.  lol.  i’m
    pretty sure i told my brain to stfu at that point and made whatever
    that was go away.

    another one i remember parts of was in a school building, a huuuuuuuuge
    old college building.  it was like an entire campus in one
    building, gi-normous.   i dont think i ever saw the outside
    but judging from all of the space i covered inside, it was huge. 
    i was waking up from like, a party, in a video store?  i dunno
    what that was all about but i remember the party the night before, and
    it was like a big video store, with an arcade and shit.  i
    remember the first thing i thought was “what the hell happened to dan?”
    so i started looking for him… drunk passed out people everywhere… i
    started heading up this  long hallway and i was opening up doors
    into classrooms, and eventually i found craig.  i asked craig if
    he knew where dan was, and he didnt, but he said something like “did
    you try calling him?” so i tried calling… no answer.  i remember
    talking to someone on my phone at some point, saying i thought they
    were calling to tell me “yeah…. we found a body… we need you to
    identify it?” but luckily it was something totally unrelated.  so
    we kept looking, craig and i together, and all of the doors to these
    rooms had names…. i don’t remember any of them except for one, which
    i thoght was particularly amusing in my dream.  “Sex with the
    Dead” (or something that insinuated people having sex with
    ghosts.  not corpses.)  was the name of the class held in
    this room.  so i opened the door, laughed a little, and then
    moaned into the room like a weirdo.  at this point i was just
    having fun.  eventually we got into a dormitory sort of area, with
    bedrooms and lots of bathrooms.  there was a right hand turn
    coming up in the hallway, and there was an old wooden bench on the left
    side.  i guess at this point my search for dan had turned into a
    search for my cat, because there, sitting on the bench, were katsumoto
    and onyx, just chillin, sleepin, whatev.  haha

    and i picked katsumoto up like OOOOHHHH MY BABY THERE YOU ARE…. OH
    MOMMY WAS SO WORRIED SHE WAS LOOKING EVERYWHERE FOR YOU…. how did you
    get so faR?  i didn’t know you guys came ALL the way up
    here!  lol

    weird.

    anyways i know i had like 589735 dreams more last night but those were the only ones i remember.  vaguely.

    figured you needed something amusing to read at work :)